grown up

now my life have change,the old way from the "mature way" has changed now i make a really mature way

i feel like im bring a hugest bag in my back

the real thing make my life changed is i have a new car and i driven in my car alone
when the first time i driven my car alone, my tears come out
in my mind i think about that im not child again
im grow up i changes from the little girl into a women

OH i hate to be grown up, i hate to feel like im bring a hugest bag in my back

i hate it

i dont want to grow up

god can you turn back time to the time that i feel im not grown up