at the moment

do you miss me?

2009-11-23T20:49:00.000-08:00

Where are you?

why you dont call me ?

Why you fading away

is it because you dont like me? is it because everything?

i feel lost maybe i shouldnt write this

nice inspiration

2009-09-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

from le smoking

one wish

2009-09-06T19:20:00.000-07:00

HOPE IS IT TRUE

THAT I WANT DIET

AFTER FASTING MONTH

my new heart and others

2009-09-06T19:13:00.000-07:00

hey all

it's been a long time that i haven't come to this site

but now i just want to share my new heart

he is Alex Turner

i knew if i said that i like him now, you maybe thinking that i new know him

but the fact i like him because he has new style of hair

i love him in his latest album "humbug"

cute then

WAITING

2009-07-19T10:24:00.001-07:00

cant wait for next year

please everyone pray for me

LOVE LOVE

BIG FANS

2009-07-19T10:21:00.000-07:00

saw u at the youtube

i saw ur white hair karen

i didnt believe that you're old woman

but you're still my inspiration

2009-07-16T09:49:00.000-07:00

it girls and it boys

ARE YOU COOLER THAN WE??

GAZZING AROUND AND IMITATION

2009-07-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

i wanna go out
wanna feeling you
you as my boy
you as my toy
cz you're not cool anymore
you just running around my head and i dont get what you want

just let me and remeber you as my

JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU

2009-07-08T11:02:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU

LOVE YOU

LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE

LOVE THE WAY YOU SMILE AT ME

THE WAY YOU HOLD MY HANDS

WAY YOU CARE OF ME

WAY YOU SAY I LOVE YOU

WAY OF YOU AND ME

freak freak to the beat

2009-07-04T10:54:00.000-07:00

its sounds creepy and makes me wonder

how come last night the thief that took my bb, call my boyfie with my number?

unfortunately we dont have a changes to pick up, and when we call back the number off again

is it

SOUNDS CREEPY AND FREAKS

What he/she doin with that,what's the point?

(sigh)

cool song and im in love

2009-07-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

love this song

rewind and replay

video

what katie did-pete doherty (the libertines)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhnK5zXOwL8

how come

2009-07-02T10:07:00.000-07:00

guess what today i lost my bb

after last night i want to changes my habbit

cool and tragic, right?

FORGOT

2009-07-01T10:16:00.000-07:00

I've just got back from ide home

she is one of my bestgirl

and like always i was forgot my cdma phone and my make-up pocket

such a dumb brain

WHY I ALWAYS BEING CARE-LESS??

somehow i take it easy cz i started to receive this as my habit

but in other way i thinking to changes this habit

let see how it's movin

at the end now I'm on the call with ubi using SKYPE, me thankies for tech!!

LA LA LA LA

2009-06-28T10:55:00.000-07:00

check out these band

laura marling http://www.myspace.com/lauramarling

the plastiscines http://www.myspace.com/plastiscine

the weepies http://www.myspace.com/theweepies

tiny master of today http://www.myspace.com/tinymasters

lissiy trullie http://www.myspace.com/tinymasters

they're really brighten up my day/night

love is in the air

2009-06-28T10:41:00.000-07:00

today was so fun

i had a healty boyfie

ubi-can come over to my house in the morning

and stayed until night coming

we talked everything

especially about disney song

he said he love song from hercules movie

"i wont say i'm in love" and i love it too

after all day with him

i realise that no one can beat him

i love him very muchos

drop a line again

2009-06-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

now im just sitting in front of my mini laptop
just wandering why today i'm not doing my project
and why...

somwhere,when all my dreams comes true

2009-06-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

in middle of the night i had a dream to become this girl
can wear anything i want
i wish is not just a dream

beautiful picture

2009-06-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

click it
http://pandaheadmag.com

SOPHOMORE

2009-06-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THEY COLLECTION I WISH I HAD A SKINNY BODY LIKE THEIR MODELS
http://www.sophomorenyc.com/

laziness

2009-06-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

why i have this laziness
i wish for the rest hours of this day
i'll look back my project again

2009-06-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

my deepest heart said "goodbye M.J. wish you get a better live in your new chapter of life"

2009-06-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

yeay!! finally ubi-can get out from that HOT BLOODED HOSPITAL

but i was not picked him

today i just watched Tranformers with valin, tyo and his mom.

they're so kind, i had free charges from what i did today (movie, sushi tei, bakerz in)

sounds very good and happy then.

for the Transformer

i was thought about

" how come movie be so cool"

"who's had a idea to make this cartoon series move to the reality life?"

i thought that was so magic people made a extravagant entertaint for the other people

but one thing i did'nt accepted in this movie was "scene when sam got hurt and melaika said i love you"

i dont like that scene

but after all i enjoyed the movie with a BOMBASTIC SCENE OF ROBOT AND MAGNIFICENT SOUND SYSTEM!!!

well done!!

okay, after done with the movie

i bought cake for ubi and i mat him

wish his got full healing

2009-06-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

today is just like 3 other days i've been trough

i have to go to hospital to taking care my boyfie

it's been fun, bored, and sleepy

i've to feed him, brush his teeth, and ehm maybe gave him entertaiment

so hopefully tmrw he'll get better and out from the hospitall

cz i dont like nurses in there

they're are so lack of smile especially with the visitors and the important thing

why the nurse in Jakarta had to be hot-blooded to the visitors????

geez, now i realize that i hated that hospital

really

i meant it

whats the point of my first post today?

i thought it was ubi-can should not going to hospital again

new chapter

2009-06-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

after a long long time that im not posting this blog

i realize that i had electrical diary

so i just thinking to write some of my story again

ciaou

a part time lover and full time friend

2008-11-18T20:50:00.000-08:00

hi boy,this is my boy my full time best friend and from nowhere its grow up to be the future
me and him always pray to god for the best time we had will be last forever
we did the dreams together and hopefully it will be not a just dream but the reality

i love you my dearest little boy

daisy lowe

2008-11-18T20:35:00.000-08:00

i dont knew why i like her
may be because she's got a perfect genreation
She is the daughter of pear lowe, the singer from powder band and gavin rosdale the front man f the band bush
what a wonderful bitches
the perfect English blood

grown up

2008-10-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

now my life have change,the old way from the "mature way" has changed now i make a really mature way

i feel like im bring a hugest bag in my back

the real thing make my life changed is i have a new car and i driven in my car alone
when the first time i driven my car alone, my tears come out
in my mind i think about that im not child again
im grow up i changes from the little girl into a women

OH i hate to be grown up, i hate to feel like im bring a hugest bag in my back

i hate it

i dont want to grow up

god can you turn back time to the time that i feel im not grown up

mature way

2008-08-22T22:06:00.000-07:00

setelah beberapa minggu gua lewatin kuliah dengan diantar-jemput nyokap gua
akhirnya tiba saatnya nyokap gua mesti ke balikpapan ninggalin gua untuk nemenin bokap gua di balikapapan

hari pertama gua berangkat sendiri,gua nebeng ma valin sampe binus abis itu gua ke lasalle naik taksi

hari kedua valin gak kuliah dan hasilnya gua pergi naik busway siang siang,karena kuliah gua hari itu siang dan pulang sore

hari ketiga gua kuliah pagi and guess what gua berangkat naik busway lagi tapi gua berangkat jam setengah 6 pagi dari rumah padahal kuliah gua baru mulai jam 9,
pagi ini pagi paling menyadarkan gua kalo gua udah besar dan gak mungkin terus bergantung atau merenggek karena gua sekarang harus mandiri,malam sebelumnya bokap gua pun menuntun gua untuk mandiri pegi sendiri-pulang sendiri apalagi uang bulanan yang pas-pasan gitu mana bisa gua naik taksi,kalo naik taksi ada juga gua baru seminggu udah gak punya duit karena dapat diprediksiakan naik taksi ke rumah gua itu dengan jarak tamanmodern-lasalle pasti argo akan mnarik kencang dan jatoh pada angka rp60.ooo dan kalo pp bisa rp12o.ooo
well,jadi gak mungkin gua bakal naik taksi,
lo tau gak semua kalo pergi dan pulang sendiri naik busway adalah tindakan yang merontokan tulang-tulang lo dan pikiran lo
karena sangat melelahkan
bayangin gua jam setengah 6 berangkat nyampe di lasallle jam 8 aja duluu
dan busway pun tidak bertepat di depan kompleks gua
dan rumah gua pun dari depan kompleks lumayan jauh
ini nih kendaraan yang gua pake untuk pergi

1. ojek
bang ojek ini adalah pengantar pertama gua dari depan rumah sampe depan kompleks,waktu itu gua naik ojek jam setengah 6 dan hasilnya gua mengigil sepajanjang perjalanan dari rumah ke depan kompleks

2.public transportation 1(angkot)
nah setelah sampe didepan komplek gua mesti nyari angkot yangb akan mengantarkan gua ke halte transjakarta,di angkot ini nih potret jakrta dipagi hari,hahaha hampir semua orang di angkot tidur dan mempunyai gaya tidur masing-masing ada yang ngaga,ada yang tundukin kepala, ada yang pake sapu tangan nutupin muka(malu ya mas) hahaha
ada yang pas udah nyampe halte transjakarta ngiler
hahahaha,sedangkan gua dengan coolnya mendengarkan ipod sambil baca novel english version devils wears prada,hahaha mungkin orantg disamping gua yang mau ikutan baca apa yang gua baca dalam hatinya berkata "yah ellah naik angkot aja gayanya baca bovel english,cuih" hahaha gua bisa baca gelagat dia karena dari tampangnya bolak balik melototin novel gua dan muka gua
hahahaha

3.public transpotation3(transjakarta rute pulogadung-dukuh atas nyambung dukuh atas-karet)
akhirnya gua nyampe di pulo gadung guys,dan di pagi hari pulo gadung sangatlah dingin benran kaya di bandung gua rasanya,apalagi padi itu gua pake tangan pendek ampe pori-pori gua keluar nonjol gitu,nah ada yang menguntungkan karena gua berangkat jam 6an jadi harga tiket transjakarta murah hanya 2000rb kaged gua murah banged
hahaha,nah ini potret jakarta di pagi hari part II karena semua penumpang yang duduk di transjakarta itu tertidur begitu juga gua hahaha.dan parahnya pas gua bangun gua sadar gua lagi nganga dan diliatin sama seorang mba mba kantoran yang berdiri di depan gua karena gak dapet tempat duduk, setelah itu akhirnya nyampe juga di dukuh atas dan gua jalan sekilo kali nyebrangin jembatan transjakrta yang sangat amat panjang ampe bikin ngerasa betis gua kenceng
hahaha

4.wallstreet
akhirnya usai sudah perjalanan menggunakan public transportation selanjutnya jalan kaki,iya ini baru pertama gua lakuin di hari ketiga jalan dari bawah jembatana karet sampe lasalle karena kemarinnya gua siang nyampenya jadi gua lebih milih naik taksi daripada mandi keringat padahal jaraknya sangat dekat,hahahaha

iya itulah hari-hari yang berat dimana gua ngerasa diri gua sudah sangat mandiri dan harus mandiri
yang jelas gua kangen bangasep yang nganterin gua tiap hari ke sekolah dan dapat tidur ampe ileran di mobil terus pulang juga begitu
aaa bang asep i miss you

oh iya doain gua bisa cepet bawa mobil yah karena dengan begitu pasti gua gak bakal melewati kelelahan ini,amin

jakarta fashion week at pacific place

2008-08-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

yep,peragaan fashion show yang harusnya diadakan tiap setaahun sekali,tapi baru tahun ini jakarta mengadakannya

well,sebenernya gua gak ada maksud untuk nonton ini pertunjukan tapi tanpa disangka gua sama talita,temen gua bisa masuk dan duduk di front row,aw ini keren banged gua ampe beberapa kali meluk talitha dan gak percaya kita duduk di frontrow,udah gitu kan desaigner-desaignernya kenamaan indonesia
tapi guess what yang abis gua tonton runway ini gua ngerasa banged kaki kaki model di acara ini gak mulus
beneran gua gak boong ada aja item itemnya gitu,beneran deh
terus ehm perasaan gua abis nonton ini sangat excited karen baru kali ini gua nonton fashion show sekaliber jakarta fashion week dan dapat melihat dari dekat para model-model yang masih pemula,gua gak kebayang jadi mereka, pasti hati mereka melompat keluar saat diujung catwalk mereka pose dan semua blitz menyala ngambil pose mereka
GILLLAAA
gak kebayang gua,hahah sok sok banged gua ngebayangin tinggi aja cuma 154 berat 54,mana mungkin
tapi bener deh guys bagi kalian yang punya badan tinggi itu udah cukup banged jadi model catwalk gak perlu cantik dan mulus semulus bayi tanpa ada cacat,bener
di jakarta fashion week ini aja para modelnya tuh ada yang mukanya kaya pembantu,babu gitu tapi karena dia tinggi dan kurus dia dapat menjadi model
beneran gua gak boong udah gitu lumayan lo penghasilan model model ini untuk sekali jalan mungkin bisa dapet 700rb ampe 1,5 juta
itu memang dikit kalo buat di bandingin sama model model senior yang udah punya nama
tapi lumayan kan,bisa belanja pake hasil kerja sendiri yang cuma lenggak lenggok

so,guys ayo tinggikan badan dan kuruskan badan(hahaaha gua sih gak bakal bisa)

kalo mau bukti lo nonton deh jakarta fashion week ini masih ada sampe hari ini
dan its free lo bisa ngerasain duduk di frontrow kaya yang di filmnya sex and the city
haahahaa

ayahku

2008-08-17T10:03:00.000-07:00

pada suatu percakapan sore di perjalanan
"Lia,kamu tahu kan pak ambo sudah meninggal?"
"iya pih tau"

setelah itu dalam hati gua berbicara
"pak ambo,gua inget tuh,bapa bapa yang mau pingsan gara gara nemenin bokap gua jalan beberapa tahun lalu "
lo mesti tau gimana gak mau pingsan bokap gua jalan kaki dari jam 8 pagi sampe jam 10 malem
dengan jarak dari balikpapan hampir ke samarinda
lo bayangin bokap gua ngelewati gunung hutan pas abis kalo pake backsound ninja hatori
"lewati gunung hadapi lembah na na na na....."
asik yee

hahaha
oh iya balik dengan tema judul di atas

akhirnya gua tanya
"papa,pak ambo itu yang waktu itu nemenin papa jalan kaki ampe ke samarinda"
dan bokap gua membales
"iya,dia meninggal beb"bales bokap gua
"iya,beb dia meninggal gara gara sakit sakitan terus semenjak abis jalan kaki ma papa yang ampe malem itu,semenjak kejadian itu dia langsung sakit-sakitan dan bulan lalu dia meninggali"jelas nyokap gua

HAAAAAAAAAAAAA
dan gua langsung memperjelas
"jadi pak ambo meninggal gara gara jalan ma papa waktu itu"
"iya hahahahaha,emang dia gak kuat lagian"jawab santai bokap gua

ya ampun naas sekali nasib pak ambo ditangan ayah gua
ckckckckck

semoga pak ambo tenang di alam sana

me,you vs the world

2008-08-11T23:55:00.000-07:00

mill this crying thing cant be stopped,i just want you to know how much you mean to me mill
i dont need college stuff
i dont need boy stuff
i dont need branded or fashion stuff
i dont need music stuff

all i need is you my very greatest friend in this whole universe

goodbye seems to be the hardest word

2008-08-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

milla
mata gua masih bengkak dan sipit padahal sekarang udah jam 2 siang
setelah gua melewati malam yang berurai airmata
siang ini pun begitu mata gua tetap berair

gua tau kita pasti ketemu lagi dan bla bla bla
tapi gua tetep kehilangan
gua mikirin lo mil

airmata yang keluar kaya gakbisa berhenti
setiap gua inget kejadian kejadian semasa SMA yang gua habisin sama lo

gua selalu inget masa masa kita baru kenalan,terus bikin dori dori,ketahuan cabut ma bu ros,sebangku bersama kelas 1 dan yang selalu kebayang saat kita udah beda kelas
gua selalu muncul di kaca kelas lo manggil-manggil lo dan lo yang selalu manggil-manggil dari pintu kaca

siapa lagi mil temen yang bakal gua pukul pukulin?
siapa lagi mil temen yang bakal bilang nightmare muka gua?
siapa lagi mil yang bakal bikin gua lupa sama the boys things?

mil,how sweet it is?
i'll always love you mil
millllll,its so hard for me to say goodbye for this tears and the sadness because the memories of me and you just running in my head and over and over again

mill,take care of your self

jangan lupaan ya mil,and i hope you will always pray

mil,i love you

sweet sunday

2008-08-11T01:51:00.000-07:00

Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me you your name
Is it out of line if I were simply bold to say "Would you be mine"?
Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen
I know I maybe on a downer am still ready to dream
Now it's 3 o'clock time it takes for you to talk

see,what i feel

2008-08-09T01:34:00.000-07:00

I will never love you more than the drummer of flaming lips
I will never love you more than Woody Allan movies
I will never love you more than the White album of the Beatles
I will never love you more than God only knows

I will never love you more than DVD's night with my girlfriend
And we talk about stupid things like feelings and men
I will never love you more than my boyfriend when I was 14
Even if he's now an asshole, I will never love you more

And you say, you love me more than everything
And compared to me everything is nothing...

I will never love you more than meeting Paul McCartney
And we asked him to play a song on my Ukulele
I will never love you more than Scandinavian Tour
Which was more than paradise, I wish you remember it too

I will never love you more than dancing to Phil Spektor
I will never love you more than my Casiotone keyboard.
I will never love you more than Daniel Johnston himself
For me he's more than God, I will never love you more

And you say, you love me more than everything
And compared to me everything is nothing

Ohh this is sweet, I just wonder what it means

You say you love me more, than all the girls you have had before
Even more than music, even more than yourself
Even more than everything, but it's just a lie
So I will never love you more, than anything

I will never love you more than singing in the shower
I will never love you more than my Mac computer
I will never love you more than having a daughter
I will never love you more than peanut butter

I will never love you more than kisses all day
I will never love you more than cuddles all night
I will never love you more than kissing girls lips when they're really pretty

I will never love you more
I will never love you more

new thing

2008-08-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

nice day to walk

ehm hari ini gua berencana membeli perlengkapan sekolah eh salah kuliah ssssssssss
males yah dengernya
tapi bagi gua gak
hahahaha
abisan mata kuliah yang bakal gue pelajarin itu menyenangkan
ada textile,buying and planning of fashion product,etc
semuanya berhubungan tentang fashion yang di mixing sama marketing danb bisnins

its quiet hard,but its fun
ehm and then i've got new gank
biet dan mm
my new beasties
biet is fresh graduated from taruna nusantara bandung and the second besties is MM
hahaha
especially for mm,she was valin best friend in SD
so valin suggest me to be her bestie

hahaha
ehm after that
gua udah dapet tugas aja

tugasnya sih asik disuruh mmenjelaskan tentang toko aksesoris gitu
dan gua bersama gank gua memilih toko aksesoris diva yang di grand indonesia dsebagai tempat penyelidikan
minggu ini gua kesana

what else ehm
MILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA mau pergi
ya ampun
senin dia udah mesti di bandung
gak percaya gua
ya ampun
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kata kata terakhir
I LOVE YOU MILAAA

(JEGLEK)

h-e-l-o

2008-03-29T10:56:00.000-07:00

hello
hai guys

ah ini blog udah lama
tapi di replace isinya dengan yang baru

kita liat apa posting selanjutnya oke